Nail Biter

Rough night.

Bit all my nails off. 

If Dan were here, he'd ask what's wrong, but he's not. No one to be accountable to tonight.

Everyone is asleep and I'm up watching other people live their lives.

I'm so anxious.

Too many unknowns in my life.

Isn't that supposed to be exciting?

Not to me.

I need a plan.

I don't know what's next.

I am struggling.

Alone.

Not good.

And He's reminding me right now that I'm not alone. I'm never alone. I don't have to feel that way, but I allow myself to. He's right here. He knows how its all going to play out. Don't I trust Him? I say I do, I tell others I do, I sing about it. Live it out, girl.

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders! That is so hard! Wherever you would call me, which means it could be anywhere, doing anything! I asked Him for it, and He is delivering. He will carry me, US through it. He's done it before.

Things will get better. And my nails will grow back.