It was the best of times, it was the worst of times...
I get it. I get it Dickens. I have had the worst things happen in my life while pregnant. All three times, the three worst things, thus far. Pregnant with first sweet baby, Mom's cancer scare and surgery. Then had to deal with losing that precious baby. Pregnant with Bradley, I lost my church family, security, and place of worship, not to mention some of my closest friends. Pregnant with Grace, my Mom tells me she is leaving my Dad and filing for a divorce. Now pregnant with Emily, and my Daddy dies.
God's plan is perfect, but sometimes it really SUCKS. Why He decided to have me on bedrest while my only Dad is dying in another state is beyond me. I couldn't go see him and I can't go for any service or anything. I'm stuck here, helplessly lying in bed and missing my Daddy. Even though I haven't seen him in a year. A year ago he was here, living with me, we were making chicken pot pies for lunch, and he was playing with my kids. And now we'll never see him again, here anyway. I pray that when he told me he believed in God and Jesus and that Christ died for his sins, he really meant it. I believe in my heart that he did mean it and he is with our Savior right now in his new body free from cancer and pain.
I love you Daddy. I always will. You helped make me into the person I am and I think I've got a lot og you in me. I'll miss you so much, but I'll see you again one day :-)
-Candi
God's plan is perfect, but sometimes it really SUCKS. Why He decided to have me on bedrest while my only Dad is dying in another state is beyond me. I couldn't go see him and I can't go for any service or anything. I'm stuck here, helplessly lying in bed and missing my Daddy. Even though I haven't seen him in a year. A year ago he was here, living with me, we were making chicken pot pies for lunch, and he was playing with my kids. And now we'll never see him again, here anyway. I pray that when he told me he believed in God and Jesus and that Christ died for his sins, he really meant it. I believe in my heart that he did mean it and he is with our Savior right now in his new body free from cancer and pain.
I love you Daddy. I always will. You helped make me into the person I am and I think I've got a lot og you in me. I'll miss you so much, but I'll see you again one day :-)
-Candi
Oh, Candice, I am so sorry for your loss. Wow, we were just talking about him yesterday. I love you. Let me know if you need anything.
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