Friends

"What about your friends? Will they stand their ground? Will they let you down again? "

Friendships have been on my mind a lot lately. Through different situations, I've realized, I'm not that great of a friend. I feel like I've let down a few friends, not being there for them when they needed me. People I have called my best friends before. Some "best friend" I am.

Why is it that almost no one talks to their friends from high school? We grow up and go seperate ways, yeah all that jazz, but why don't we keep in contact? Keep hanging out? Let our kids hang out? We just get new friends and unknowingly replace them. Think about them when something reminds you of them, or you have a memory together. But its never the same. I hate it. I love my friends. I want to be there for every single one of them. Especially when they need me! I feel like I've let a lot of friends down. I'm sorry.

I don't know what else to say. I'm not good at making the first move, or intiating plans because I feel like I'm imposing on them. I dunno. That's how I'm feeling tonight.

-Candi